I'm going to take the time right no to say I'm fucking done with good things. And by that i mean i'm done trying to hold onto them, because every time i ave something good thats going along great and dandy and epic, it falls apart egregiously. extremely egregiously. i guess train-wreck equivalent. it's so horrible but you just can't bring yourself to look away. so, with that in mind, i say 2 words that i've used oh so many times before that actually had some sort of positive outlook on my life: FUCK IT. fuck this place, fuck this world, fuck all the little mediocre pieces of metric fuck-tons that society makes us out so high on pedestals. i'm not chasing what i can't have, so i'll stick to what i got, which might not be that great, but at least i don't feel like i want someone to shoot me in the head whenever they get taken away. makes life a little easier to deal with at least.